海外「シューズショップの紛らわしい客」

A man who came to a shoe store. As soon as I thought I had finished putting on my shoes, I ran out of the shop with a dash. The clerk followed the man behind him, but he immediately turned around and returned to the shop. The man only ran a trial run, and the clerk must have been very surprised by this. “I thought you really ran away…” the clerk smiled and patted his chest. Finally, he apologized to the clerk and exchanged hugs. But this is a little bad for the heart ^^; I want to buy shoes, but I’m afraid of the staff.
I’d like some shoes
Every shoe store within reach, looking at the shoes
A clerk from afar is coming in gradually.
And they stop at a position where they can observe me.
He’s obviously looking for me.

I’m afraid of this, so I’ll run away when the clerk comes.
I’m so nervous that I can’t do it anymore.

Do you think you’ll get shoplifting?
This person doesn’t have the kind of eyes to buy.
You’re not going to buy it anyway, are you,
It’s like asking if you can leave the store quickly.

By the way, my appearance is childish in a bad way for 19,
It’s ugly, fat, and has no taste for clothes.
I think the behavior is suspicious.

Sometimes they ask me to try it on,
If you can stay there for a while, you can just say one word and leave.”
As expected, I get nervous, blush, and sweaty, so I run away.

And why are shoe stores so full of men?

There is a mail order, but it takes a lot of courage to buy shoes. What should I do if it doesn’t fit?
I don’t understand because I have a bone that I don’t need in a strange place due to my extra-foot bunion.

Is there any good way?